My Friend Jon Holt, a psychiatrist and fellow TMI-experiencer, a member of TMI’s Professional Division, sent me this a few years ago. Today he asked if I would be interested in posting it here, which I am very glad to do. There is some TMI-Speak in it — that is, expressions and descriptions that are TMI shorthand, not necessarily obvious to those who haven’t done a Gateway or read Bob’s books — but it doesn’t seem to me disruptive, and I think anyone will be able to make it out in context. Some interesting experiences and questions here.
Three soul journeys
by Jon H. Holt
Over the years, I have had many wonderful and growth filled consciousness experiences through the Monroe Institute. However, my friends at the Institute know that I have long contested and battled with my guidance group over their actions and inaction. In The past few years I have had three soul journeys related to that issue that have furthered my life progression.
The first of these major journeys occurred during a Professional Division Tape Day when we experienced a combination of Shamanic journeying and hemi-sync. In the course of this experience we were instructed to work with the crow spirit. However, for me the crow turned into a Firebird and I rode on its back. We were instructed to work in the lower realm of spirit. However my Firebird took me swooping down and then up even through the middle realm into the upper realm. It flew around this Mesa on which were standing my guidance group, hands joined, facing outwards and resolutely blocking any influence. However the fire bird flew around them circling and circling until they started to move in time with the firebird. Then I landed in the middle of the Mesa and I was then transported upwards into further realms and there the journey ended.
The follow-up to this experience was that there didn’t seem to be a major change in my relationship to guidance or the blocked and thwarted nature of my professional life. I endeavored to communicate with my guidance group. There was one particular guide who said “we were supposed to follow the directions, but I’ve decided to disobey.”
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