From The Sea Priestess, p. 201:
There is more than one kind of truth. A thing that does not exist in our three-dimensional world may exist in the fourth dimension and be real in its way.
From The Sea Priestess, p. 201:
There is more than one kind of truth. A thing that does not exist in our three-dimensional world may exist in the fourth dimension and be real in its way.
Prologue to the forthcoming book, “Only Somewhat Real.”
Prologue
This book is the latest of several books compiled from more than 25 years of exploration into the nature of reality. After so much time and effort, naturally you come to see some things more clearly, more deeply. But the more your world diverges from mainstream assumptions, the harder it becomes to communicate with those still in the mainstream. It isn’t impossible to bridge the gap, but it requires certain things of the reader:
But communication requires things of the author too. It’s up to the author to provide a precis of any necessary background information, including specialized terms, so that the reader can dive right in. That’s the purpose of this prologue.
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Years of explanations have left me with the following understanding of the reality behind our lives. This is not the place to explain or justify these ideas, only to set them forth clearly so that you may understand where we’re coming from.
The world is constructed of consciousness. Before matter, before energy (and, after all, matter is only energy bound into relatively stable forms), comes consciousness. All the world is alive, even the things we think of as dead. Animals, vegetables, minerals; all made of consciousness. That includes synthetic fibers, radioactive waste, and even Congressmen.
Our familiar world of three dimensions is only a subset of a larger reality which we call the non-3D world. Although we speak of them as separate, and usually experience them that way, they together form one thing. Call it the All-D.
The 3D aspect of All-D experiences three very distinctive conditions: separation in time and in place, delayed consequences, and one ever-moving present-moment. It was created (out of the All-D) specifically to provide that combination of conditions; together they constitute a crucible in which new souls may be forged, developed, matured, and passed along to the non-3D.
The non-3D aspect, by contrast, is much more fluid in its movement through time and place, experiences immediate (and immediately malleable) consequences, and allows one to range in time in the way we in 3D range in space. In other words, its prevailing characteristic is non-locality (both in time and space) and extensive inter-communication.
The two realms are usually seen as separate, but they interpenetrate, being indivisible. Together they constitute our outer and inner reality, the 3D world being experienced through the senses, the non-3D world through intuition.
Humans are souls animated by spirit; that is, we are structured intelligence animated by vast impersonal forces. Although we experience ourselves as individuals, it is equally true to describe us as communities of other threads of being, some of which some call “past lives.”
Finally, in investigating both the visible and invisible properties of the world, we find it useful to remember the ancient adage, “as above, so below.” Apparently reality is constructed to scale, with similar architecture at all levels.
Together this view of the world explains many things.
When a man is said to be searching for the Holy Grail within the mysteries, he is really looking for two things: his own spiritual essence and his own spiritual purpose. This in turn gives him the d rive from his spiritual self, which is necessary to carry out his particular part of the divine plan. Strangely enough, in searching for this innermost spiritual reality within himself (it sounds like a rather egocentric exercise) he is actually finding the nature of God, because in practice the two cannot be divided.
Essentially the search for the Holy Grail is a search for the most intense, inner reality of the individual. When you are looking for the Holy Grail outside, you are having a quest or adventure, and you are really seeking the type of experience that the spiritual nature actually needs. So all quests for the Holy Grail put the objective in a position where people have to overcome their own deepest fear to get the vision of that which is sought. It always hits at the weakest point. In practice the search for the Grail is really the quest for the self carried beyond the normal dimensions, and in looking within and finding the self, one has to find God because one is impossible without the other.
[From my self-published book of transcripts, A Place to Stand]
In September, 2000, life brought me to do ten sessions in the black box at The Monroe Institute. I began that series in search of inspiration, and ended it with a new sense of life’s possibilities. What I received – and what I have tried to pass along in the years since – was not a blueprint or a timetable but an orientation. I didn’t exactly go looking for answers, and I didn’t exactly receive answers. What I got was better than answers. I got a a new starting-point, a place to stand.
A Place to Stand
The ten sessions, seen as a whole, outlined a world with very different rules than those commonly believed in. It goes more or less like this:
Everything is connected
Reality is not divided. Energy and matter are not disconnected, but are extensions of each other. Everything affects everything else, not only in space, but backward and forward in time.
All times exist
Past, present and future coexist and interact. An inner dynamic connects us to others in other times and places. We can learn to make that connection conscious.
Physical and more than physical
The other side is here, always, as strange and as normal as anything in the physical world, and as close. We are non-physical as well as physical. Our lives here in physical-matter reality may be seen either as “real” (which in practice usually means what-you-see-is-what-you-get) or as “only a play” (which quickly becomes “nothing really matters”). Both ways of seeing our lives are somewhat true, somewhat mistaken. The physical and non-physical apparently continuously interact, forming a feedback loop. We create possibilities, somehow, by how we live. That’s why life matters.
Our limits
Any given era is shaped by the possibilities and limitations of what its people can experience. Thus ideas invisibly govern the world. I got the sense that there are at least three ways to experience the physical and non-physical world as one connected entity: by direct connection, as in ancient Egypt; by faith, as in medieval Europe; or by reasoning, which is most natural to us in our time. If that is true, if our “modern” way to life depends upon our reasoning things out, so be it. This is not the Age of Direct Connection nor the Age of Faith. But if science is our way, it is going to have to learn how to manipulate energies in ways that we have forgotten, but can recover.
Learning to communicate
We are living in the first days of radio, extending our range of experience by learning to use our new crystal headsets. Better communication with our non-physical components helps us to establish stable relationships among ourselves, which allows us to create something that can endure. We are each communities of different frequencies, and similar frequencies can communicate. It occurred to me, in editing this record, that when we get a sudden inexplicable knowing, it may be because we are in touch with others. (How we define the connection doesn’t much matter. We may think of those others as “past lives,” or as other parts of a group soul, or as merely others with whom we share a close resonance. Regardless, the experience of the connection matters much more than its definition.The use of the magical ritual of building the crystal around ourselves would be worth someone’s exploration, to see if it is an image and a practice peculiar to me, or universally applicable.)
How we shape our lives
What we concentrate on, we activate. We can look on our lives from “upstairs” or from inside, or we can learn to alternate those viewpoints. We are much more than we usually think. We are packed with more than we dream of. We need to widen our sense of what we are. How do we learn to extend? Surely, by extending. There are two ways to improve communication with the other side. One involves the sort of internal travel described here. The other involves external travel to sacred places. Either kind of travel – or a combination or alternation of both – has its uses.
The future
We have the keys to the candy store. We have the tools with which to reshape ourselves. The sessions produced a vision describing the next two stages of human development. Whether that vision is accurate remains to be seen. We won’t live long enough, in our current lifetimes, to see firsthand. But, we don’t need to. It is enough to know where we are, and what our possibilities are.
Wednesday, August 14, 2024
I was thinking, nobody believes in Communism anymore, and they don’t believe in Capitalism either, not as saviors. We have moved away from belief in economics and are into new territory. The social war we are engaged in centers on something else, and people don’t quite know what it is, because the categories haven’t clarified yet. Some think the struggle centers on social values, family values, religious values, or maybe the individual v. the state or the individual v. private greed. All these things are somewhat true, but only somewhat.
The mutual incomprehension and intolerance and – therefore – fear and hatred that we see all around us is the kind of thing that accompanies any new from of struggle against the unknown. We’ve seen it all before.
When the medieval age ended, people began fighting about different things, thinking about them in the old categories, until time and experience clarified what was really going on. They thought of the struggle as orthodoxy v. heresy, or freedom of conscience v. coercion of thought, or adherence to the Bible v. idolatry. Those who contended were sincere, but unknown to themselves they were helping bring not a return to old values, but a new world with new values.
Without trying to spell it out, there came capitalism and imperialism, manifesting differently in different times and places. In reaction came Communism and anti-imperialism. But now we are on the other side of all that, and once again we don’t’ really know what we are motivated by, or what we are fighting about. We can see bits of it, but we see those bits through our accustomed framework, which guarantees that we don’t see it in the way it will be seen in hindsight.
The religious wars that closed the middle ages foresaw nothing of this. As late as 1620, Pilgrims came to the New World hoping to be the city on a hill that would show people how to return to what was already irretrievably past. As late as the 1660s, Englishmen were killing each other thinking they were fighting over religion, and the Frenchmen and Germans were doing the same thing under the same misapprehension.
Today, internationally, we see what look like wars between civilizations. But eventually, looking back, people won’t see Western and Russian and Hindu and Muslim and African civilizations as separate, but as regional subdivisions of one global civilization. We can see the beginnings of this already. Proponents of various civilizations may hate each other, may hate the values and mores they are forced (by modern technology) to live among, but they are all on the Internet; they all have radios, and TVs, and movies. They all share certain ways of seeing things that are below their conscious awareness but are partly shaped by the technological underpinnings of society. It’s true of Muslims, it’s true of Russians, it’s true of us. We may or may not feel how we are changing, but the change proceeds.
In fact, I think that one reason so many people are off-balance in their politics is because they know that something is wrong and they are forced to decide (on insufficient data) who is the invisible villain of the piece.
But is something wrong? Or is it that everything we thought we knew is passing away, leaving us confused and fearful? We saw it in the middle ages. We saw it when Napoleon and the forces of the French Revolution swept away the remnants of the feudal order that had replaced the Roman Empire. What reason do we have to think it is not happening again among us?
When the Soviet Union collapsed, surely some of the Western cold warriors were left disoriented and suspicious, perhaps afraid, because the familiar had disappeared, and they didn’t know which of the specters in their minds were real and which were not. The easiest thing to do, when the familiar has disappeared, is to continue in the same old ways, as if it were still there. Naturally, if you go that route, your actions get wilder and less predictable and less rational.
And domestically?
Today you don’t see political parties dividing around questions of wealth and deprivation as they did in the 1930s. Today, what do the words “liberal” and “conservative” mean, in terms of economic policy? Economics were superseded sometime in the 1980s by what were called Family Values. But is there any unmuddled vision of family values today? Instead, the reality of multiple specific issues cutting against one another leaves people trying to believe that they are defenders of traditional values. All the virulent name-calling and expressions of fear and hatred are indicators of the fact that when you can’t say exactly what it is that you are for, it is easier to know what you are against. (Of course, what you are against is more usually a caricature than a reality.)
Some people, looking at all this, are inclined to see it as the result of a plot. But although plotting does go on all the time, in all directions, surely it is simpler to see all this as confused groping to understand the reality that emerges with the birth of any new age.
Tuesday, May 14, 2024
6:25 a.m. Shall we proceed? The interaction of threads through time, you said, and among different ages and organizing principles.
The world – reality – is more of one piece in its diversity than may appear, and one reason for it (or one consequence, if you wish to look at it differently) is that all ages, all points of view, are alive. It is not mostly dead or as yet uncreated except for one sliver called the present moment. It is all alive, all the time. And this has consequences, some of which are not obvious. It is a continuous contention among influences. The way of seeing things that died out ages ago (as seen through 3D time-slices) is still alive and well. The way of seeing that has not yet formed in your moment is still alive, or you would say is already alive.
Obviously there is no way of making sense of this if you think time moves, as it appears to. We trust that no one reding this is still captive to that way of seeing things, or nothing of this can make sense.
There are so many unsuspected complications, that add richness to life:
So let’s do some abstract thinking.
What is the practical effect of the simultaneous existence within you all of different ages?
Interesting way to put it, “different ages,” but I see why you put it that way. If I have a caveman in my family tree of strands, he isn’t just a point of view – he is an active vote on what I am and what I can do and what I may wish to become.
Yes – and you are an active vote within him. You will have to ignore the cognitive dissonance here, if you wish to explore this. Take in the argument first, and criticize it later. Or, if you can’t help criticizing as we go along, remember to stop while you criticize, and resume only when you are ready to perceive again. Perception and analysis: both necessary, but you can’t do both at the same time. If you try to do so, probably you will end up carping at our argument as you go, poking holes. It will do you no good at all. First play along, then see what you feel about it.
Now, it will probably help you to remember at this point that reality is all mind-stuff. It is not an uneasy alliance between mind and matter. Many of the hardest obstacles to understanding disappear if you hold in mind that what seems like physical reality – the journal book, the pen, the computer, the coffee – are mind-stuff; that you and everything are mind-stuff, rather than the separated material you appear to be.
I think we’ve gotten that. As you have said, we’re real, but only somewhat real. Reality is deeper than 3D appearances.
Still, you’d be surprised how often the idea of “things in space” recurs, because your sensory experience is continually assuming it. A reminder every so often seems worthwhile.
The fact that all of reality is mind-stuff rather than some of it being one thing and some being another will be best held in mind as you consider the idea of contact across time and across space and across your mental worlds.
The fascist or Nazi or Stalinist or Maoist world-view is alive and active. The faith in the common man of Lincoln and Jefferson is alive. The belief in the divine ordination of human slavery is alive. The sense of the world as a pit of horrors, or a den of perpetual temptation, or a garden of delight, or a valley of tears – it is all alive.
Anything that anyone ever experienced is alive. This is not a metaphor, not a figure of speech. Just as you are not units but are communities, so those communities are not divided between an active link and passive observers, but are true connections.
I get that you are saying communities in more ways than associating. I get hierarchies, structures? Classes, castes, almost? Specializations?
Yes provided you do not allow your thought to become too concrete. Don’t think in terms of trade unions or political movements or social structures in the sense of fixed organizations, but what is there, always, is hierarchy, organization.
Fluid, though, I take it.
Fluid but not shapeless. Are your lives in 3D shapeless? Could they be? But fluid, to be sure. The most stable among you still experiences flow in what you are.
I was about to ask, when you answered before I finished phrasing the question in my mind, let alone putting it on paper. The question was going to be, Why. The answer I got was, Regulation. I had the sense of a vast machine maintaining itself via feedback from all its components.
The fact that an analogy pretty much has to be either mechanical or organic is an unfortunate constriction of language. Either one has its suggestive and its misleading points. Life is not a machine (lifeless), but it is not exactly organic either. It is above either end of that polarity. Perhaps the best way to think of it is indirectly. You know how sometimes people explain the body as if it were a machine. That is more or less the case here. Not really mechanical, but with analogies to a machine’s active and interactive subassemblies working together to a pattern and for a purpose. But the machine has no will of its own, and here the analogy breaks down.
Does it, though? What about artificial intelligence, as an analogy? Isn’t that a sort of machine becoming ever more sophisticated?
That’s a good question for another time. The point here is that every bit of reality serves potentially as feedback for every other bit of reality. As always, no absolute divisions. A thing once thought, once imagined, once experienced, once fantasized in connection with something else – remains. It lives. It is a part of reality evermore. Cayce said thoughts are things. He didn’t mean they are objects. He meant they are real, and have real consequences. Mostly, people think of this in terms of present-tense action, but it is far deeper than that.
We are at a place to pause, I think. But where do we go from here?
Well, where do you suppose all this contention and cooperation and coexistence leads? What is it for? We’ll probably continue from that question, though not definitely.
This is quite a ride. Very well, our thanks as always, for all this.
Monday, May 13, 2024
4:30 a.m. Yesterday it seemed you intend to continue by saying that what we’re dealing with is not everything.
That isn’t the best way to put it. Let us just say that there is no way for any discussion to include everything. No mental space, however abstract what it is dealing with may be, can hold everything. There is no possibility of expressing a final Truth that can’t later be seen more clearly. This is not a flaw nor a punishment nor a lack of skill; it is merely a fact of life. The finite cannot comprehend – that is, embody, even mentally – that which is not bounded. Anything that is not limited has no sharp edges. You understand? It has no endings. It is like asking “Where does space end, or where does time end?” the question as posed cannot be answered, not because you don’t know enough, but because the questions silently compound incompatible assumptions.
Like, “How many angels could dance on the point of a needle.”
Yes. You might as well ask what color Heaven is, or how much does it weigh, or what is its tensile strength, or what is its monetary value.
We repeat, there’s nothing wrong with not knowing everything, especially if you are aware that you don’t know everything.
I think you are saying, by indirection, “Stick to what you can know.”
Well, you like to keep things practical. And why not? What is the advantage to going into the im-practical? By “practical” we don’t mean “useable.” It is a perfectly valid function to learn something that can’t be put to some practical use. What is not worthwhile is to pretend you are gathering what can’t be gotten. And of course the joker in that particular deck is that you can’t always know what is or is not within reach.
So let us return to the question of The Meaning of Life, remembering that from a higher perspective than we can attain, perhaps it all looks quite different. And of course, at a practical level, The Meaning of Life always means “The Meaning of My Life.” Could there be a general meaning that did not include the specific? And, if that were possible, what good would it do anybody to satisfy idle curiosity?
I can think of a reason.
To demolish competing error? Perhaps. But what good would that do, finally? Knowledge either is or is not practical for a given person.
But can’t that change over time?
What is or isn’t practical? Yes, of course it can. Why else would the same old story need to be put into new form as the ages roll on?
We have said more than once that any new age is going to incorporate different materials than did the previous one. It will resurrect some things from the taint of superstition – the mantic arts, for example – and will relegate some previous beliefs into the category of superstition – the idea of meaningless coincidence, for example. Until the new view coheres, it will feel sometimes like a jumble. Until the proper organizing principle appears, you will live in several worlds, changing your viewpoint perhaps every few minutes.
And you have been providing us the organizing principle. I got that.
Not the organizing principle, but one of them. No age has only one organizing principle. It is the conflict among organizing principles within a common worldview that makes an age. For instance, in your present age that is passing away, any of several organizing principles may be a person’s anchor, while yet all people share a common approach.
As it is now, so it has always been and will always be: No matter what the age, it will comprise multiple organizing principles and will be all the richer for it.
So, we are providing you one way to better understand the world and your place in it. The fact that contradictory or overlapping or complementary views will also thrive is not reason for worry, nor a sign of failure. This is not a zero-sum game.
And I gather that it is not only among us but within us that multiple viewpoints may contend.
Of course. And this ties in with the various threads you comprise. Bertram the Norman monk has a very different view of life than you do, or than Joseph Smallwood does, or than does the other Joseph – the Egyptian priest. You all share certain values; that doesn’t mean you see them in the same way or in the same context.
That seems obvious a you say it, but I hadn’t yet put it together.
Everything we have said today is obvious once you see the connection, and may be obscure until then.
This feels now like a long lead-up to seeing threads differently.
Not differently, perhaps, so much as in a different context. This shows you how threads not only help shape you, but how, in so doing, they bring something of other ages into your active psychic space.
Enough for now. Next time, perhaps we will say more about the interaction of threads through time and among different ages and organizing principles. We are tying you as individuals in 3D to you as part of the non-3D mesh, you see.
Well, I do, sort of. I’ll take your world for where we’re going. Thanks as always.