Posts in Chronological Order

Thursday, November 21, 2019 Let’s continue to explore the question of whether your life matters to anybody but you, because if you are designed to do something, that is where you will find your satisfaction, like a born artist, painting. And if you know what you are designed to do – which means, what you…

Friday, April 28, 2023 4:40 a.m. All right, guys, let’s talk. I gather that you’re okay with my ceasing to post, ceasing to talk to you this way, ceasing to do anything at all. The major variable seems to be, does it satisfy me. And, I appreciate that. Nobody would like being whipped to work.…

Monday, September 14, 2020 I am pretty discouraged, as I look back on my life. In so many interactions with people, I see that I was misunderstood, and that I misunderstood myself. There was a level of sincerity that I never approached. Or do I mean integrity? At a deep level, how sincere have I…

Thursday, September 10, 2020 Ready to resume, but for some reason it feels like a long time has elapsed since yesterday’s session. That is because emotionally, it has. You don’t quite realize it, nor why it is so, and conveniently enough, it fits right in with our discussion. Isn’t that amazing? Yesterday you saw the…

[This incident, which occurred about six months after my brief trip to Egypt, requires a little explanation. Years earlier, I had connected with the medieval monk Bertram, with whom I am intimately connected (whether “past life” or Strand is irrelevant) and had felt and sent healing energy to an ice cold spot I felt in…

Monday, September 23, 2019 Guys, I’d be open to your explanation of how the various kingdoms maintain the 3D world. Bear in mind, explanations are models, they are schematics. Yes. The map is not the territory. Still, it helps orient us. That is the intent, to orient you. Anything experienced first-hand is going to be…

Saturday, January 6, 2018 My friends, I am nearly finished in my initial edit (adding subheads) to the book of Nathaniel that I am thinking about as Only Somewhat real. It will take a while to prepare for publication, and then I will have not one but two books reading for press, and the prospect…

An example of free-lance exploring, from my friend Dick Werling. This is far from the first such report he has shared with me; I will attempt to go back and print them all. His format, which is quite different from mine, arises from his long career as an engineer. That’s just as it should be:…

Tuesday, February 6, 2018 John Anthony West is dying. I picked up an email in the middle of the night saying so, and for a few hours now I have been thinking about it, while sort of sleeping, processing. I think John is going on 82. By 80, some people’s bodies are still going strong,…

Friday, May 5, 2023 5:50 a.m. Thinking about Jon and Martha being dissatisfied with their non-3D components, wondering how there could be a mismatch between 3D and non-3D. Seems to me, we would reflect each other. Guys? They are right in thinking, “We’re not perfect, they’re not perfect.” Though they are not factoring in the…