• Essays and moods

    Monday, September 16, 2024 6:35 a.m. Intimations of mortality, Jon. An awful lot of work I might have done and didn’t. More I might do, if I had (have?) time? You are at least beginning to see the tradeoffs. Nothing comes free. If you are going to do one thing, maybe you can’t do something…

  • Conflict

    Wednesday, September 18, 2024 5:20 a.m. Jon, let’s go to town, assuming you have something queued up. Don’t you have questions queued up? Yesterday we heard that you are finding that whatever you wanted to know, you can find out instantly, together with branches of knowledge you didn’t know existed. And can you pass that…

  • Exploring the world

    Thursday, September 19, 2024 6:15 a.m. Ken Kesey said somewhere that his father said the trouble with Ken was that he was always trying to unscrew the inscrutable. Seems to me that’s my disease too. I am not much interested in straightforward problems. I wind up wondering how a cat’s markings were determined. I know…

  • Change

    Change Friday, September 20, 2024 7:30 a.m. Okay, Jon. After a false start 90 minutes ago, let’s try. Shall we pursue “What do you want to do?” Earlier you listed the things you are keeping your cool about. Quite a list. Congratulations, and – Surprise! Maybe all this work has led to real changes, unbeknown…

  • Fishing

    Saturday, September 21, 2024 6:45 a.m. Jon, talk to me about us all being partial yet (holographically) the whole, and what that can mean in practice. I know you told us to think about it, but this is how I do my thinking. It isn’t, really. You do your thinking like a fisherman casting his…

  • Thinking

    Monday, September 23, 2024 7:05 a.m. Okay, Jon, shall we dance? Do you have a preferred topic? You aren’t sharing everything that happens. Should I? No, just put it on the record [that I don’t post everything]. If people feel left out, they know what they can do. Everyone has access, it’s just a matter…

  • Invisible factors

    [Herein, I said  “Icon” but I should have said “Avatar,. “Avatar in the sense of avatars in computer games.] Tuesday, September 24, 2024 8:50 a.m. I guess I’m tired of many things, my ambiguous position in 3D not least. If I think of myself, I can’t think of myself as icon, nor as the self…

  • Control?

    Wednesday, September 25, 2024 8:40 a.m. Somehow the telephone thing is a sort of last straw. I cannot imagine it actually resolving, though I will go to Comcast in person in an hour or two to try again, which quite possibly will result in it getting fixed. But there are too many unnamed unlisted things…

  • Tending your fire

    Thursday, September 25, 2024 7 a.m. I think I’ll start my blog entry by quoting the results of yesterday’s drumming session in our ILC meeting. [ILC: Intuitive Linked Communication.] “How do we nurture ILC and what does that mean? “Rather, how do you maintain yourselves through the use of ILC, and what follows? “The ILC…

  • On guilt, pain, and separation

    Friday, September 27, 2024 I get the sense that I don’t need to address Jon specifically, and that our course of instruction continues to be available regardless if I have questions or any starting point. This makes sense, of course, we’ve been in business many a year before Jon went over, and he said –…