Tears from Heaven

A friend sent me this, back in June 2000. I just came across it and found it as moving now as it was then. Author unknown, and her son’s name unknown. In fact I don’t know any more about it than what is here. (The friend who sent it to me is gone as well, having died suddenly a couple of years later.) She titled it Tears from Heaven.

It was one of the hottest days of the dry season. We had not seen rain in  almost a month. The crops were dying. Cows had stopped giving milk. The  creeks and streams were long gone back into the earth. It was a dry season  that would bankrupt seven farmers before it was through. Every day, my  husband and his brothers would go about the arduous process of trying to  get water to the fields. Lately this process had involved taking a truck to  the local water rendering plant and filling it up with water. But severe  rationing had cut everyone off. If we didn’t see some rain soon… we  would lose everything. It was on this day that I learned the true lesson of  sharing and witnessed the only miracle I have seen with my own eyes.

I was in the kitchen making lunch for my husband and his brothers when I saw my  six-year old son, Billy, walking toward the woods. He wasn’t walking with the usual carefree abandon of a youth but with a serious purpose. I could only see his back. He was obviously walking with a great effort… trying to be as still as possible. Minutes after he disappeared into the woods, he  came running out again, toward the house.  

I went back to making sandwiches; thinking that whatever task he had been  doing was completed. Moments later, however, he was once again walking in that slow purposeful stride toward the woods. This activity went on for  an hour: walk carefully to the woods, run back to the house. Finally I  couldn’t take it any longer and I crept out of the house and followed him on his  journey (being very careful not to be seen… as he was obviously doing  important work and didn’t need his Mommy checking up on him). He was  cupping both hands in front of him as he walked; being very careful not to spill  the water he held in them… maybe two or three tablespoons were held in his  tiny hands. I sneaked close as he went into the woods. Branches and thorns  slapped his little face but he did not try to avoid them. He had a much  higher purpose. As I leaned in to spy on him, I saw the most amazing  site. 

Several large deer loomed in front of him. Billy walked right up to them.  I almost screamed for him to get away. A huge buck with elaborate antlers  was dangerously close. But the buck did not threaten him… he didn’t even  move as Billy knelt down. And I saw a tiny fawn laying on the ground,  obviously suffering from dehydration and heat exhaustion, lift its head with great  effort to lap up the water cupped in my beautiful boy’s hand. When the  water was gone, Billy jumped up to run back to the house and I hid behind a  tree.  I followed him back to the house; to a spigot that we had shut off the  water to. Billy opened it all the way up and a small trickle began to creep  out.  He knelt there, letting the drip slowly fill up his makeshift “cup”, as  the sun beat down on his little back. And it came clear to me. The trouble  he had gotten into for playing with the hose the week before. The lecture he had received about the importance of not wasting water.   

The reason he didn’t ask me to help him. It took almost twenty minutes  for the drops to fill his hands. When he stood up and began the trek back, I  was there in front of him. His little eyes just filled with tears. “I’m not  wasting”, was all he said. As he began his walk, I joined him… with a  small pot of water from the kitchen. I let him tend to the fawn. I stayed away. It was his job. I stood on the edge of the woods watching the most beautiful heart I have ever known working so hard to save another life.  As the tears that rolled down my face began to hit the ground, they were suddenly joined by other drops…and more drops…and more. I looked up  at the sky. It was as if God, Himself, was weeping with pride.

Some will  probably say that this was all just a huge coincidence. That miracles  don’t really exist. That it was bound to rain sometime.    And I can’t argue with that… I’m not going to try. All I can say is  that the rain that came that day saved our farm… just like that actions of  one little boy saved another. This is not one of those crazy chain letters… if you don’t forward it to anyone, nothing bad will happen to you. If you  choose to forward it, you won’t receive any riches in the mail. I don’t  know if anyone will read this… but I had to send it out. To honor the memory of my beautiful Billy, who was taken from me much too soon…. But not  before showing me the true face of God, in a little sunburned body. 

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